Disembodied.

There's something comforting about listening to the non-visual voices of others. They are present yet unseen and they don't see me either. Or I see them and they don't see me. There's something sneaky about it and safe. No bodies makes everything less complicated. Life at a distance. A mildly removed distance which requires no expectations. I can be with them without them expecting me to behave a certain way. I can be sure they won't or can't judge me.

Not the end of the world

It's just a thing used for conveying. When the content has been conveyed the thing moves on or goes away. It is quite trivial compared to the essence of life. Focus on what is, not on what is not.

Rest

Sunday is still for me. I do what I choose from moment to moment. Sometimes I work. Often I read a mystery novel. Today while sitting in the sun. Lovely! I also cut the grass.

One thing I usually do is not check email. I let the dogs sleep. Monday I'll be ready for them.

Flits

Sudden urge to retire to bed and watch Inspector Morse episodes. Soooooooooo many things flit through the transom of my mind. I have meditation to thank for that awareness. It is a new drug I need to feel calm, centered, collected, and clear. hahahahaha The 4 Cs!

Anyway, a lot of urges attack me and now I have the luxury of being able to choose them instead of having them choose me.

Jupiter

Forms the head of the headless hunter. This explains praying to Jupiter. My feet itch.

Stupid

Sometimes I feel like god. I have so much experience, knowledge, and wisdom yet no one ever asks me to do anything.

Funny

Things make more sense yet I'm still afraid to jump.

Lucky

To have been in love twice. I hope for the third lucky charm.

Adversity from the peace demon

when everything arises as the antidote to ego clinging and my mind finds freedom with happiness and confidence, may I take all adverse circumstances as the path.

Always here

Thanks